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mahavidya goddess

mahavidya goddess

never watch television

i'm bored

the art of human

a beautiful lie

gumby teaches kids it's okay to be abducted

~ Mother Damnable Speaks ! ~

My First Radio Show:

AS Sharon Gifford, with Tony Z and Miles Johnston

22.22,  40.50, 1.03.13, 1.16.50, 1.23.23, 1.30.30, 1.35.02, 1.43.50, 

bukowski

real life heroes

what am i ?

what am i to you ?

the american dream

Children Tortured at Medomsley Detention Centre UK

For those of you that say the ritual child abuse does not go on, does not happen, or for those that still turn away and refuse to see here is shockingly the chilling true tale of how more than 143 people have come forward to tell Durham Police of the horrific sexual, mental and physical abuse that they suffered at MEDOMSLEY detention centre, since this BBC report this number has doubled.

http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/uk-england-tyne-25834368

“Boys at a detention centre asked other inmates to break their legs in order to be moved elsewhere and escape being abused by staff, a former detainee has claimed.” “Many of those sent to Medomsley were first-time offenders often detained for relatively minor offences.

Ray Poar was 17 when he was sent there for stealing biscuits from a factory and has waived his right to anonymity. He said: "It's always in my head, the shame, it's ruined my life, it's completely ruined it." On one occasion Mr Poar remembered being woken up after wetting his bed and being forced to bunny hop naked to the showers. He said: "When I couldn't make it to the showers I was kicked.

"We knew we couldn't turn around to them and complain to them about what had happened with Husband because they were part of it, they were the ones that were kicking us about every day. "The odd punch in the arm, the ribs, the back of the knees, every day they were doing it. You had nobody to talk to."

 In 2003, Newcastle Crown Court heard Husband used his position of authority at the centre to systematically abuse his victims from 1974 to 1984. He was jailed after being found guilty of 10 counts of indecent assault and one of a serious sexual offence after police said almost two dozen victims came forward.

One man who wished to remain anonymous said some of the worst violence he suffered was from fellow inmates but he alleges it was orchestrated by prison staff. He said: "They were telling you that you were worthless, that's why you were in there, you were no good, nobody wanted you. "I was in the dorm, I felt being kicked and punched and slapped. When I've tried to look up, because I was in bed, I saw a prison officer at the door smiling. "Then I realised he's put them up to this and I just curled up into a ball and took what they threw at us. I thought tonight it's my turn, it will be somebody else's tomorrow."

About 70 Durham Police detectives are working on the inquiry. Det Supt Paul Goundry described the reports as "horrific" and those who were sent there were faced with "what was effectively a brutal regime". "If you ended up in the kitchens you would almost certainly be raped and sexually assaulted," he said.


 If that is not systematic child abuse, I don’t know what is, how could this have gone on?

 People must have known, turned a blind eye and covered this up.

Everybody should take note that these brave men, are standing up for us all when they make their statements, standing up for all our children when they tell us of the sadistic torture that was inflicted on them when they were only children themselves.

It is up to us to listen, to stand with them and call with them for justice, for lives blighted before they began.

As Bill Maloney says we are all victims of this abuse, everyone in the world. We have a duty to do everything we can to stop any more children being raped, tortured and worse, by sadists who have been allowed to continue for years and years and years

http://themonsterofmedomsley.blogspot.co.uk/

http://motherdamnable.blogspot.co.uk/search?q=Boy+child

you were meant to be here

Tin Hat With Roses

I have an old tin hat, it is dated 1941, and was a gift from a friend, just in case.

I thought I might use some craft skills to decorate it. I have been learning how to make ribbon roses, as you may notice.

First I glued four ribbons together to make a band. I folded the ribbons in half and glued again.

Then I decorated the front of the tin hat with two pink chiffon ribbon roses I made. A Vintage broch that I found, and a white rose with trailing sequins.

For the back of the hat I made a rose corsage with various ribbons.

let's all go to the lobby

deviant art

H. R. Giger

the dream of life

the alien agenda

I have researched and studied the alien presence for 46 years. The early contactees of the 50's such as Adamski, Van Tassel, Menger, and Meier were contacted by alien groups who were here to offer us help. Their offer was rejected by our government and the military because they denied our requests for technology and required us to end war and destroy our atomic weapons. Other alien groups were then quick to offer the enticement of technology in exchange for certain privileges and a treaty emerged. In exchange for technology they would be granted secrecy and be allowed to abduct people for their own horrific purposes.

Through enticement and deception they have come to influence leaders of governments, militaries, religions and commercial industries. Through this influence they are getting our own people to implement their alien agenda on earth, and what is that agenda ? It is to stop the wholesale madness that is humanity, nearly everything we do is destructive, we poison the air the water the land, we use the ocean as our toilet, we kill and destroy everything we touch, it is the madness of mankind. We are destroying what they covet and use, this beautiful earth, and so, they have convinced our leaders that the only way to save humanity and this earth is to create a new world order. Their new world order.

We enjoy rights and liberty and freedom, and it is these very rights and liberties and freedoms that we use to destroy our planet. So an intervention has been imposed upon us aided by our own people who through enticement and deception have been convinced that our only salvation is through them. But this is the great deception. Their salvation comes at the cost of losing our rights and liberties and freedoms. You see, we alone could save ourselves, we alone could stop the madness, it would take a crisis to be sure and that crisis is coming, everyone can see it, but, and this is the most important part, we don't need them and their new order to do it, we don't need to lose our rights and liberties and freedoms to do it !

We could save ourselves and retain our rights and liberty and freedom. Their agenda is nearing completion, you have witnessed the slow erosion of our rights and liberties, you have witnessed the consolidation of power, you have witnessed the formation of a one world government. There are men who are convinced that they will be given the keys to the kingdom, but they will be slaves like the rest of us. When we destroy the earth to the degree that we can no longer support ourselves we will be dependent on them. There are others out there that do not want to see this happen, they are observing the situation, they bring hope and enlightenment. We must first educate the people to what is really going on, only then can we make informed decisions. The veil of secrecy works against us it is true but only together can we save ourselves, only together can we avoid this fate !

Humanity is not about to be invaded. Humanity is not in the middle of an invasion. Humanity has been invaded, and the invasion is nearly in it's final stages.

I am going to put two videos here for you to watch, the first one is a possible future, the second one is information for you to digest. I hope you see the wisdom in them.

paradise or oblivion

the allies of humanity

the secret meeting

silent evolution

jason de caires taylor

dante's inferno

watch full movie

be kind

i have a dream

Fatal Flaws At "The People's Voice"

“What is really going on at The People’s Voice TV ?”

 I am being asked over and over again, I didn’t really tell anyone I was working there as I had only gone in to help a friend who was being bullied there. However as I have now been outed by Chris Spivey’s article there is no hiding place for me.

http://www.chrisspivey.co.uk/the-muppet-show/


"The People's Voice" is the brainchild of David Icke, who has been haranguing and harassing people for money to set up a "Free and independant media". As if people don't have enough pressure now we must pay David Icke for our "Freedom"

I first arrived to support the lovely Sonia Poulton, I had seen Sonia’s show and thought she was splendid, empowering people to tell their stories and empowering women with her courage. Sonia didn’t last, she was destabilised and isolated, her producer Richard Rowland boasted to me how he had deliberately upset her by constantly changing her running order whilst she was live on air. He told me he had decided that  “she would be out of here before I am” on his first day, and that she didn’t "respect" him enough.

 

Mark Windows was to replace Sonia, I tried to stay loyal to The People’s Voice, not to be judgemental concerning the rudeness and unkindness to and about Sonia. I began to support Mark ignoring the fact that the man stunk to high heaven, clearly never washed and wore the same clothes day after day. We were to build the team, get to know what Mark was interested in, help him to settle in and get good stories for him. Difficult as Mark Windows is only interested in Mark Windows, but I persevered.

I got a great story from Ivan MacFaden who sailed from New South Wales to Osaka to San Fransisco, He tells of the desolation he found and the shock he felt comparing this trip to the same trip he had taken ten years before, I thought it would be great to help launch the show with such a relevant international story, Mark Windows and Richard Rowland agreed and I was instructed to call Ivan and make the necessary arrangements for the next day, This would mean Ivan, in Sydney would have to get up at 4.00 am, however a cheerful and laid back man agreed and having spoken to Ivan I knew the interview would be great as articulate as he was over the phone.

http://www.theherald.com.au/story/1848433/the-ocean-is-broken/

The next morning I reminded Richard Rowlands and Mark Windows about the story, sent them the relevant links and again agreed that it would been a good interview for Mark. It was a busy day as I was trying to arrange more interviews with Mark who only seemed interested in interviewing his mates from North London, Richard Rowland and I agreed this was a problem and I was finding more international, knowledgeable people for Mark to talk to. When I looked at the running order of the show the “Ocean is Broken” story was not there, They had simply forgotten about it. I asked them if I should call Ivan and apologize and they lied, telling me the story was never confirmed. That there was no video, forgetting that another volunteer had spent all day finding videos and pictures for the item.

I was shocked at such unprofessional behavior, and at the bare faced lie. I spoke to Liz Roberts the production manager about it and she just laughed

“It’s only television, Darling”

No, this was supposed to be much, much more than that wasn’t it?

However I persevered, finishing the day and going home, at home I Skyped someone that I thought would be great for The People’s Voice, knowledgeable, articulate and with many, many great contacts built up over years, all he wanted was to be properly credited for his work. He was watching Mark Windows Show, Mark was using notes that I had sent to Richard Rowland earlier in the day. I knew he was because they were printed out and I saw Mark reading the research notes.

“Hijacked”

Was the skype, oh no what could have happened now? I asked T what was wrong and he explained not only had Mark entirely missed the point and ballsed up a great story that needs to come out, but that they had not properly credited his research, I was mortified but not really surprised, I doubted I had been credited with any of my work either. 

However Plagiarism is really not my style and I knew I would have to pull Mark for his unprofessional behavior, arrogant and sexist as he is I really could not let this pass, I did not know enough when Sonia was treated so badly, I hugged her and supported her as she left the building, but why should everyone who comes into contact with The people’s voice be treated so unprofessionally and left hurt and embarrassed?

Mother Damnable Returned !

When I went in to The People’s Voice Studio the next day I challenged Mark Windows who told me he didn’t know anything about it, on HIS show, where no one else gets a look in? Richard admitted he had printed up the notes, how could he do other when I had emailed him the links at 11.12 that morning ? Liz Roberts called Mark Windows over and he told her that yes the notes were printed up, on the desk but no, he had not looked at them even once. As fucking if!

However what could I do?

 I still believed the People’s Voice was about Truth so again, I persevered. I had been told that Chris Spivey might be interested in being interviewed so told the team, they said “Great” though I could tell they didn’t even know who Chris is, which perturbed me as I really like Chris’ work, think his research is great and feel that having him on the show would be great for The People’s Voice.

A team member known to me as John began to tell us all that David Icke thought Chris was a “Loose cannon” and several more things. I asked John not to speak for David Icke and again was frozen out of the conversation. I was a bit worried but I knew that Chris Spivey is very well researched and even Mark Windows couldn’t balls that interview up…..how wrong I was!

http://www.chrisspivey.co.uk/the-muppet-show/

After this disastrous week it was Richard’s birthday, so I decided to stay behind perhaps try a bit of bonding, I got into the spirit of the team, flattering Mark Windows ego, laughing at the “jokes” thinking The People’s Voice was important enough to make the effort for, however it was a step too far when Richard announced

“I’m fucking that tonight”

Referring to Jacqui Devoy, I was appalled that he would speak about anyone so, but Jacqui didn’t seem to mind, she just smiled. Later when I went to the smoking cupboard behind the kitchen I walked in on Jacqui in a clinch with another “team member! Yeah take one for the team Jacqui !

That in a nutshell is the problem:

“Media Whores” is a term frequently used by alternative media about Main Stream Media, the people who sold their souls to work mainstream, who learned to play nasty games, to shag anything just to get along. The People’s Voice is full of these people. They are still playing their games, but now they have volunteers and people who refuse to play these games to manipulate. People go into that environment, believing the hype, believing that truth will come out, that here will be honesty and respect. I have seen so many people hurt and humiliated at the People’s Voice, for no other reason than some stupid “Luvvie” is on another ego trip. I cannot allow myself to be silent when that is still going on.

There never was any need for that.

People ask where has all the money gone ? Lots of it has gone on these “Media Whores” the production teams all get paid. The Producer, editors and “Star” all get paid, get paid shedloads. David Icke gave “Media Whores” power over activists and truthers, he allowed the sell outs to manipulate the decent people, he gave the bullies power over gentle people, and they are taking full advantage. “Media Whores” Having learned their despicable trade in the much detested Main Stream Media are now corrupting The People’s Voice.

Does David Icke know? He is sick and tired, I was shocked when I saw David in the studio, he seems confused and unhappy, he has worked very hard, possibly he has followed bad advice, possibly he is being manipulated himself. He certainly is not in control of the day to day running of TPV, Sean and Liz are. He has removed himself from the studio, which has only served to give the “Media Whores” more room to manipulate and play stupid games. More and more alternative and Truther people hurt and confused every day. These people are leaving in their droves.

Should people send in hard earned money? Certainly not, not until this shambles is sorted out, to profess to be independent and alternative whilst giving X main stream media people money and power is, to say the least misguided and is a fatal flaw that will never produce the powerful voice that people had hoped for.

The station had deteriorated since Sonia Poulton was dispatched, no credible presenter has been found to replace her, Mark Windows refused to interview Bill Maloney from Pie and Mash films who very bravely revealed this incredible story last week, and offered to talk to the people’s voice

Obviously there is much more I could write, but I am holding back hoping that TPV will get their act together and stop hurting people, hoping that David will step up and take responsibility, be man enough to admit there are fatal flaws that only he can address. Stop the inequalities, stop the ego games, stop being a drain and a hurt to people.

Stop asking constantly for money to pay for this situation that is untenable and money that is used to pay main stream media people who are basically clueless about what is being attempted here.

Is this really The People’s Voice…..The voice of the people ?

Kālī

"There are many ways to calm a negative energy without suppressing or fighting it. You recognize it, you smile to it, and you invite something nicer to come up and replace it; you go somewhere in nature, or you do some walking meditation.” — Thich Nhat Hanh

sonder

no beast

“No beast so fierce 

but knows some touch of pity. 

But I know none, 

and therefore am no beast.”